| hooray. |
[08 Jun 2006|06:04pm] |
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summer vacation, here I come!
[end of story.]
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| but nobody's rules are the same |
[16 May 2006|08:26am] |
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confused |
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It's amazing how fast things can change. How one second you're perfectly happy, and in love, with one person. And the next, you realize it just might not be for you.
I'm beginning to think I'm not meant to be in love. It's not for me. I'm not sure I can survive another relationship like this. And to be honest, I'm not sure I want to.
I feel like I'm holding everything inside, with nobody to whisper my secrets to anymore. And it hurts. I'm not alone, but still it feels as though I am.
It's hard, making yourself stop loving someone. It's hard to end something, completely, when you loved that person so much. When you loved everything about it.
And I don't like any of it, one bit.
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| gone. |
[10 Apr 2006|08:50pm] |
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mood |
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numb |
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To say I'm broken is an understatement.
I'm lost. And alone. And hurt.
[and it's all my fault.]
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| tagged. |
[17 Mar 2006|09:20am] |
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because Dev tagged me. because I'm bored enough to do it. because.
Four jobs you have had in your life: 1. babysitting 2. cashier/stocker 3. Assistant manager of a chain store. 4. student
Four movies you would watch over and over: 1. Rent 2. ten things i hate about you 3. the notebook 4. joyride.
Four places you have lived: 1. Decatur 2. Fort Wayne 3. Berne 4. Muncie [for a whole, what, week? ha]
Four TV shows you love to watch: 1. csi 2. two anda half men 3. out of practice 4. ghost whisperer
Four places you have been on vacation: 1. Clearwater Beach 2. Cocoa Beach 3. Orlando 4. Nashville
Four websites I visit regularly: 1. myspace 2. hotmail 3. earthlink [its the homepage.] 4. idolonfox message boards.
Four of my favourite foods: 1. ice cream 2. pineapple pizza 3. bagels & creamcheese 4. ritz crackers
Four best gifts you ever received: 1. a picture paige colored for me as a goodbye gift. 2. the photoalbum friends made as a graduation gift. 3. the phone[!] 4. uhmm...
Four people in your life who you can always count on: 1. my sister 2. dev 3. my mom 4. danica
Four places I would rather be right now: 1. at Dev's. 2. at the beach 3. somewhere where there's no snow on the ground [it snowed, again, last night.] 4. not at home.
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| up. & down. |
[13 Mar 2006|10:11pm] |
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relaxed |
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Things have been a little crazy lately. On top of working odd hours, I've been beyond busy with doing things here at home.
I made offical plans for school this fall. And now, I'm working on getting all my junk stuff together, in some crazy, last minute attempt to move out.
Just another rollercoaster ride, really.
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| hello [again] |
[01 Mar 2006|11:05am] |
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happy |
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I had a journal over here before, but kinda sorta forgot the password. Since the email address I had listed under that name no longer exists, I have no way of recovering the password. Such is life.
Here I am again.
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